[::..Oh the darkness that shrouds our hearts..::]
As of late,
certain unsolicited actions of mine have led me to wonder
to what depths will we sink to achieve an end?
we have good intentions... no doubt
but are they enough?
i often ask myself,
to what depths am i willing to sink in seek of and end
as of late, my apparent response perturbs me
it is often so easy to take the means as an end,
to get caught up so much in the process til we lose sight of what is beyond
i hope i havent stepped so far overboard yet.
put it this way,
maybe all the weariness, lack of sleep and oxygen debt is getting to my head
lets just hope i stay sane long enough
certain unsolicited actions of mine have led me to wonder
to what depths will we sink to achieve an end?
we have good intentions... no doubt
but are they enough?
i often ask myself,
to what depths am i willing to sink in seek of and end
as of late, my apparent response perturbs me
it is often so easy to take the means as an end,
to get caught up so much in the process til we lose sight of what is beyond
i hope i havent stepped so far overboard yet.
put it this way,
maybe all the weariness, lack of sleep and oxygen debt is getting to my head
lets just hope i stay sane long enough
Jerm - 8:57 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
[::..fallin down..::]
we're human
we fall down
we all get into stupid relationships which end up hurting both parties
some think reconciling is the best way to end a broken relationship
i agree
but i must add
its more important what we bring away from thay relationship
dreams
what are dreams for?
honestly i dun know
dreaming tends to be painful for me
a painful reminder that this reality isnt ideal
and that id rather escape to somewhere else
so what happens when your illusive dream gets shattered?
to the person reading this
my sincere prayer for u is that u will find in Him that i found
the purpose that ive found
maybe i might sound hypocritical
hahah
cos im probably one of the gloomiest bleakest person u noe
but well
u urself noe that He is the source of all joy the source of all meaning
in his omnipotence can this reality take substance
y not give in to his perfect goodness and perfect will?
go on a great adventure
cry to him to make our existance count for something in his book
wad do we have to lose anyway?
we fall down
we all get into stupid relationships which end up hurting both parties
some think reconciling is the best way to end a broken relationship
i agree
but i must add
its more important what we bring away from thay relationship
dreams
what are dreams for?
honestly i dun know
dreaming tends to be painful for me
a painful reminder that this reality isnt ideal
and that id rather escape to somewhere else
so what happens when your illusive dream gets shattered?
to the person reading this
my sincere prayer for u is that u will find in Him that i found
the purpose that ive found
maybe i might sound hypocritical
hahah
cos im probably one of the gloomiest bleakest person u noe
but well
u urself noe that He is the source of all joy the source of all meaning
in his omnipotence can this reality take substance
y not give in to his perfect goodness and perfect will?
go on a great adventure
cry to him to make our existance count for something in his book
wad do we have to lose anyway?
Jerm - 5:32 AM
found this skin on blogskin
altered it abit in terms of colour and brightness
thought the original was too bright/white
anyway this post goes out to a good friend of mine
perhaps i could call him an old friend
as in one who has been with me for some time now
unlike most friendships
this one developed over the years into a full blown camaraderie
i still remember the first few years in choir
hahaha
used to bully him
in sec sch
hmm
it was mostly crapping for a time
arguing
hmm
manipulating other ppl
breaking friendships
renewing them
hanging out together
working together in cca- robotics
and then i rmbr the lotr era
haha
we used to debate for hours over lotr lore
hmm and as i used to struggle with my new found spiritual life
he was on who experienced much of it
much of the ugly side of it i must say
well
of late
hmm
guess both of us are growing up
hehe
girl problems
ya
figures
being in a boys school for 10 yrs
must have some effect on us
usually makes most guys desperate
well
i created this blog as a form of carricature of anothers
and also as a form of encouragement
so that a friend of mine will understand that even with his friend being cynical and sadistic....
his world wont crumble
altered it abit in terms of colour and brightness
thought the original was too bright/white
anyway this post goes out to a good friend of mine
perhaps i could call him an old friend
as in one who has been with me for some time now
unlike most friendships
this one developed over the years into a full blown camaraderie
i still remember the first few years in choir
hahaha
used to bully him
in sec sch
hmm
it was mostly crapping for a time
arguing
hmm
manipulating other ppl
breaking friendships
renewing them
hanging out together
working together in cca- robotics
and then i rmbr the lotr era
haha
we used to debate for hours over lotr lore
hmm and as i used to struggle with my new found spiritual life
he was on who experienced much of it
much of the ugly side of it i must say
well
of late
hmm
guess both of us are growing up
hehe
girl problems
ya
figures
being in a boys school for 10 yrs
must have some effect on us
usually makes most guys desperate
well
i created this blog as a form of carricature of anothers
and also as a form of encouragement
so that a friend of mine will understand that even with his friend being cynical and sadistic....
his world wont crumble
Jerm - 4:39 AM